Bombers Take Off From Golgotha: The Conclusion

Poems for Easter by Ken Woodley

WINTERS

I walk across a field to where the frost

has painted shattered glass on the ground.

Summer must have looked in the mirror,

seen autumn,

and the reflection broke.

Even the clown trees cry,

dropping their circus leaves.

Soon the whole world will lie dead,

quiet as cotton, and cold.

There is an attic smell in the air.

I wonder if this is how our own winter has been born.

Have we forgotten spring?

I kneel now, touching an ice-covered blade.

The frost melts and turns into dew.

My shadow feels the silent, insistent barking of the sun.

THE STORM

I listen to my storm.

There are no words anymore,

no voice like winter thunder,

no lightning in my dreams.

It has rained for days and the only sound is the river

pulling at the roots of trees,

covering the tracks of animals that came to the bank for food

and the footprints of hunters who followed them.

Black birds look like punctuation marks

as they scrape their wings against the clouds

in search of a sentence the wind rearranged and then blew away

and I wonder about the missing words

and who wrote them.

The river, tumbling over itself,

sounds like sand being brushed off the sky

and I pray for this meaning to make sense.

A soft, distant voice echoes the unspoken

and I look up in time to see the small dark dot of a bird

calling me to follow

just before it disappears,

a final period erased

before the end could be written.

I cry uncontrollably, unashamed of this joyful sorrow.

Tomorrow the river may flood.

So might I.

SECRET AGENT

I shadow myself

in the long puddles from yesterday’s tears.

Bedouin clouds cross their blue desert;

the city loses its grip and the sand takes over,

seagulls singing as if they are deaf.

I will leave no tracks on the beach.

The wind and tide are my safe house.

I have come all this way to watch waves

defect from the sea.

They look like spies coming over from the other side,

breaking cover at the last possible moment,

spreading their secrets on this countertop coast.

I cup a foam cipher in my hands

but it soon disappears

and I am left decoding palms,

my own wrinkles and veins.

Translating myself into this new language.

SURROUNDED

The sentry noticed something peculiar:

he was surrounded.

Something must have crept up on him during the night.

He dropped to his belly

and wriggled around a large boulder

to see what it was.

He waited fifteen minutes and didn’t see anything.

When members of his platoon woke up

and were not shot as they stood urinating on the ground

the sentry decided he must have been

imagining things.

Still, something seemed strange.

He felt completely surrounded.

It was unearthly.

It was the trees, he told himself later.

Yes, it’s the trees, and the grass

and the sky.

They’re not fighting.

They’re not at war.

And then he wondered:

Can I surrender to peace?

CHRIST TIDE

A mirage appears in the desert:

a single dark fin cutting through the dunes of sea-like sand,

rippling straight toward the man

who continues walking over the motionless waves;

a shark torpedoing—as if launched by the earth itself—

at the path those steps are taking,

the man spreading his arms wide and cross-like

in greeting or resignation

to meet the unseen jaws

even as a school of porpoise—

their own finned backs breaking the surface of our disbelief—

swim toward his resurrection,

the heavy steel hooks of fishermen

unable to stop them.

EASTER

If I could

I would see the sun making sherbet in the sky

and children running along the edge of their lives,

wishing for bowls and spoons,

sand kicking up behind their heels like bullets just missing.

Each second would be a museum

as I look into their eyes

and see Ulysses in the wooden horse,

feel Africa touching Brazil.

Camels sip scotch through straws now,

trying to forget their humps,

but a whippoorwill calls its own name into the twilight

and leaves murmur, quietly praying.

A dream kicks the wall of its womb.

The sky bends.

I feel pregnant with myself.

And then it happens:

A herd of zebra lopes past me,

looking for the mountains of Peru.

“On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you.”

—John 14: 20

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