By Ken Woodley
“The people living in darkness have seen a great light;
on those living in the land of the shadow of death a light has dawned.”
—-Isaiah 9:2—
Remembering particles of sunlit grace that fell from our grasp,
darkness a rising abyss,
I sit at the edge of the rubbled world
amid shards and splinters of vanquished embers
that no longer flicker.
Hoping for one more final last chance.
I dangle my legs over the side
and cross them like a prayer,
stretching in desperation
into something I do not know,
something I’ve never felt before,
and only—for an instant in the night—dreamed existed
in ancient prophecies.
I am invited now off the edge
of the brokenness surrounding me
into something else.
Into the opposite of feeling shuttered in the darkness.
Waist-deep.
Over my head.
And that is where
I
find
you.
Your arms opened wide.
Your heart opened wider than your arms.
Your love opened widest of all.
I feel the midnight sky inside me
begin to show traces of orange, red and yellow
along the horizon of my own undreamt of dawn,
silhouetting the trees,
and the figures of people
running with wild abandon toward
each other,
smiling,
singing,
all of their guns and loaded words left behind them,
rejoicing at their own shadows, instead,
as I am delighting in mine,
because now they are only shadows,
no longer darkness shaped like humans,
all of us embracing the light you can bring
into the world
from within us all,
if only we believe.
Brother Ken – thank you. I struggle in the busy-ness of COVID-19 restrictions to feel connected to my God. Your words today give me hope. SHALOM.
Ray Rosch
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I struggle, too, Ray. I am always writing to myself, too, because there is authenticity there. All of us are on the same journey. Thank you for your companionship.
Ken
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